correction this is my time, i will up date from time to time to my followers, but as of right now this is my final goodbye. Look for my upcoming posts about what iv been up to in the coming months, In the coming months i plan to start living my life to the fullest, i do still plan on going into internal medicine, how ever many of you will never see me again. So therefore at dawn look to the east
its simply amazing what a little phone call can do.
it can land you in jail
land someone else in jail
score you various things
of simply make your whole day better like in my case,
my day was just made
thank you for that
holy shit every time i make plans
ppl change their minds with out any fore thought
i dont know if they are deliberately blowing me off cause they can or if they have some other commitment that they conveniently forgot to mention
im sick of it
and i know who reads my blog and this post was not about something you did
iv been thinking a lot about this and i would like some input if you all would like to help
as im pretty sure most of you who read this know, my mom passed away from cancer in early june,
and this did irreversible damage to my mentality, i struggled for a month after with alcohol, smoking was the habit i kept for a while but i finally kicked that one,
but ill arrive at my point, im contemplating going into medicine, perhaps research, maybe find the cure for cancer, if one will ever exists,
but alas i come to a fork in the road, and this fork is massive, i still have no clue what i want to do with my life….
please give me your input,
it is much appreciated
so im contemplating dabbling in becoming a DJ
i know how to mix, i just lack the funding this sucks
also Katy Perry cannot dance to save her life, but she can sure as hell sing, firework is a good song and im not afraid to admit it
so had a guys night, couple or them got hammered and we went to the movies.
found out that one of my friends is a bipolar drunk
and saw Game of Shadows for the second time and it was awesome.
the funny thing was, my mind was else where there entire time.
Hold on loosely but dont let go, if you hold on too tightly your going to lose control
if she only knew things would be hella different
Currently reading: Fight Club, by Chuck Palahniuk
so i guess ill just fade in to the background, this must be lets ignore this guy day cause i havent heard from my so called friends all day today, or yesterday….
also i found out that im like a brother to this one person i know. which sucks ass. im sick of being stuck in the friend zone.
since i cant seem to break out of the friend zone with anyone for that matter i must bid you all adieu.
i think ill travel until i become only a memory. once i become a memory i believe ppl will want me around again.
i will update as often as i can,
until then….
